Anger

Everybody has that one thing about them that nobody expects. On a daily basis I hear people telling me "oh you never get angry". Wrong. Very few people have actually seen me fully enraged, but it's definitely there and it's not a very rare occasion.. Not just an anger that frustrates you or you escape to your bed with. It's the shaking anger that engulfs every living thought at the time. The anger that causes inanimate, lightweight, undamaging objects to fly at the nearby wall or floor. The anger that forces you to turn on relaxing music in an attempt to calm yourself as your mind attempts to remind your body that it was tired a mere 10 minutes ago and sleep sounded like a great option. It's the anger that makes you want to break everything in sight. The anger that continues to shake throughout your body as this post is being written.The anger that slowly escapes through an almost lifting sense of all the adrenaline leaving the body in an overwhelming fatigue that has no room for anger. Sometimes I don't even know why I get so riled up. Some things and some people just have the ability to set off a trigger deep inside of me. 99% of things people say or do will not phase me, but that 1% will often set off an anger chain reaction within me.

It's actually quite amazing how few people have seen me truly angry. You'll know if it happens to you. A trend can be seen when real enragement occurs. People, no matter the age or commanding status, will submit to the commanding aura and sheer angry power of the other person, no matter the age. I've seen it happen. Let's hope its not you.